on January first of this year, I shared my word for the year
what have I learned thus far?
To love at all is to be vulnerable.
~C.S. Lewis
these words of C.S. Lewis sum up and describe my experiences
when I look back on what I have tagged “lovein2015” a pattern emerges
I have become sensitive to both the freedom and necessity of love
whether walking to work or remembering lost loved ones
I have likewise become keenly aware of my own fear
how, in the name of self-protection, I keep love hidden
I have learned that love is often synonymous with vulnerability
love may be a great risk but it’s more risky not to love
I have six more months to love in 2015…the question is: will I?
or will I fear vulnerability and shy away from love?